Tuesday, August 5, 2008

SWIR: Chapter 2: Get Away.

Joe’s P.O.V.

Crap Nick heard it all, everything. Both Nick and Kevin are not going to be happy…

“So you know everything?”-I asked looking him in the eyes once again. He nodded awkwardly and gave me a disgusted look.

“Yeah, and you tell Kevin he better stay the fuck away from me.” –Nick said angrily and my heart sank. I was hoping this would not happen. “Seriously dude, that’s nasty and a huge ass sin. I can’t believe you’re actually on his side. You two are so fucked up.” I didn’t know how to react to this. Even I didn’t react this bad when Kevin first told me…

Flashback

“WHY ARE SO WEIRD AROUND HIM!?”-I yelled looking straight into Kevin’s eyes.

“BECAUSE JOE, I LOVE HIM AS MORE THEN A BROTHER OKAY!”-He yelled right back. My jaw dropped.

“A-a-as like a b-boyfriend…”-I stuttered. He nodded. Whoa, this is huge ass news. Kevin like’s Nick as a BOYFRIEND, they’re blood brothers. That’s a sin isnt it?

“Look Joe, I’m sorry I know you’re disgusted and probably don’t want to talk or see me anymore, but I can’t stop these feelings. I don’t know what to do”-He said, a tear falling down his cheek. I immediately got up and pulled him into a warm tight embrace.

“Please don’t cry Kev, shhhh its okay. I am kinda freaked out, this is big news I have to get used to but love is love and what ever you’re feeling I’m here for you. You can always come to me”-I whispered in my first attempt to calm him down.

End of Flashback

“Nick come on you can’t jus…”-He cut me off.

“No Joe, save it. Like I said, stay the fuck away”-he said going off into his room. Man did this go way worse then I thought. I turned the opposite direction of Nick and came face to face with Kevin’s teary face. In the blink of an eye he was in my arms…

“Shh Kev, I’m here for you”-I said softly kissing his hair as he cried into my chest. (in a brotherly way.)

Nick’s P.O.V.

Oh my god what the fuck is up with those two. They are so fucking nasty. For one I’m not gay, I like, no LOVE girls. Two, HE IS MY FUCKING BROTHER! Jesus, what a damn sinner, I am not talking to either of them. I can’t believe Joe is on that Fag’s side wow. ‘Knock, knock’. Damn it I wonder who that is, I swear if it’s Kevin or Joe I will flip shit…

“Nicky, it’s Frankie!”-My feelings softened as I opened the door.

“Hey Frank, what do you need little man?”-I asked smiling down at the little boy in my doorway.

“I want someone to play guitar hero against me! Joe and Kevin wouldn’t play…”-he said looking down at the ground. My eyes lit up with anger. First they’re fucking sinning up a storm, and now they won’t even play with Frankie! Wow they need some serious help…I looked back down at Frankie. Man it was hard to stay mad while being with this kid… “Please Nicky!”-I laughed at this…

“Sure man, let’s go!”-He giggled pulling my arm to the front of the bus. Man could Frankie really make you forget about what’s happening around you…I love that feeling right now.

Kevin’s P.O.V.

“Why Joe, Why me”-I asked. Why did I have to have these feelings? Because of them Nick hate’s me and Joe, he will try to turn Frankie against us, and then he will tell mom and dad and I’ll have to be put in a mental house or go to jail for incest, gay incest…”I don’t want to go to jail Joe!”-I said more tears coming. He gave me a confused look.

“Kev, you won’t have to go to jail, what gave you that idea?”-Joe asked looking at me.

“Nick’s probably going to tell mom and dad and then they will send me away…”-I said still in my loving brother’s arms. He had calmed me down by a little, the sobs had stopped but the tears were still there.

“Kevin, they can’t do that and they won’t! You’re over 18 you don’t HAVE to do things they tell you and they technically can’t tell you what to do. Plus you wouldn’t go to jail for that, trust me you will be fine. I’ll talk to Nick tomorrow; I want to give him some time to calm down.”-He said still looking in my eyes. I nodded, I’m so glad I have him as my brother. I honestly don’t know where I would be without him and I was hoping he was right…

SWIR: Chapter One: Shit.

Kevin’s P.O.V.

“Finally Summer time and the burning up tour”-Joe smiled pumping his fist in the air.
Nick nodded and sent Joe on of his signature smile’s that makes me melt.

“Yeah and more babes”-Nick say’s high-fiveing Joe.
I felt my smile quickly turn into a frown and Joe seemed to notice. He looked over at me and gave a sympathetic look. Joe was the only one who knew about me being in love with Nick. At first he was a tad disgusted and freaked out, but you know love is love. He got used to me talking about Nick and venting to him.

“Hey Nick go check if mom needs some help with Frankie, I need to talk to Kevin.”-Joe said to Nick.

“Oh, um…sure…”-Nick said in a cute confused tone. As he got up I couldn’t help but stare at him walk out. Joe obviously noticed.

“Kev, stop staring at his ass”-Joe said smiling and I laughed “Kevin…are you okay?” He honestly felt bad for me I could tell. I mean how would you feel if you had to listen to the one you love talk about his other crushes all day?

“Joe, I’m fine, I’m glad you care and that I can talk to you, but I have to deal. Nick will never like me the way I like him. I should just move on”-I said as I felt a warm tear running down my cheek. Joe immediately got up and pulled me into a tight embrace. I soon started sobbing into his chest staining his shirt with my tears. He just hugged me tighter and rubbed his hand in soothing circles on my back…

“Kev, shh don’t say that. There’s a chance for everything, okay?”-Joe said pulling out of the hug. I wiped away some stray tears and nodded.

“Thanks Joe, really for everything. I love you man”-I said smiling a little. He raised an eyebrow suspiciously. I laughed. “Nonsexually haha”

“Just checking haha”-He laughed. “Well Kevin you should go take a shower to get cleaned up, and I’ll see you in the morning.”-He said getting up as I nodded. “Goodnight”

“Goodnight”-I whispered after he was gone.

Joe’s P.O.V.

Man, do I feel bad for Kevin. He really loves Nick, yeah it’s kinda weird and different, but love is love right? You can’t fight it. I quietly shut the door and turned down the hall, just to come face to face with Nick…

“Whoa Nick you scared me, what are you doing down here!?”-I asked nervously. He shifted uneasily…

“I heard Joe, the conversation you and Kevin had”-My jaw dropped. I was sure Kevin didn’t want Nick knowing, at least not now.

“How much did you hear?”-I asked awkwardly. He looked me in the eyes.

“All of it”-He stated looking down. I looked back at the door to the room Kevin was in and then to Nick.

“Shit”

So wrong it's right: Preface.

Kevin’s P.O.V.

Look at him, perfection.
His curly hair,
those deer chocolate eyes that light up everytime we’re on stage,
his cute little dimples that appear everytime he smiles.
Those muscles,
oh how I love those muscles just begging for those sleeves of him to be ripped right off of his arms.
Oh and that ass, so touchable, squeezable in those tight delicious…

‘Okay Kevin you need to stop, Nick is your BROTHER, a guy no more of these thoughts.’-I shook these thoughts off and went back to focusing on rehearsing.
It just got harder and harder with him being on stage as well…

I am Kevin Jonas and this is my story…
About being in love with my younger brother Nick

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