Tuesday, August 5, 2008

SWIR: Chapter 2: Get Away.

Joe’s P.O.V.

Crap Nick heard it all, everything. Both Nick and Kevin are not going to be happy…

“So you know everything?”-I asked looking him in the eyes once again. He nodded awkwardly and gave me a disgusted look.

“Yeah, and you tell Kevin he better stay the fuck away from me.” –Nick said angrily and my heart sank. I was hoping this would not happen. “Seriously dude, that’s nasty and a huge ass sin. I can’t believe you’re actually on his side. You two are so fucked up.” I didn’t know how to react to this. Even I didn’t react this bad when Kevin first told me…

Flashback

“WHY ARE SO WEIRD AROUND HIM!?”-I yelled looking straight into Kevin’s eyes.

“BECAUSE JOE, I LOVE HIM AS MORE THEN A BROTHER OKAY!”-He yelled right back. My jaw dropped.

“A-a-as like a b-boyfriend…”-I stuttered. He nodded. Whoa, this is huge ass news. Kevin like’s Nick as a BOYFRIEND, they’re blood brothers. That’s a sin isnt it?

“Look Joe, I’m sorry I know you’re disgusted and probably don’t want to talk or see me anymore, but I can’t stop these feelings. I don’t know what to do”-He said, a tear falling down his cheek. I immediately got up and pulled him into a warm tight embrace.

“Please don’t cry Kev, shhhh its okay. I am kinda freaked out, this is big news I have to get used to but love is love and what ever you’re feeling I’m here for you. You can always come to me”-I whispered in my first attempt to calm him down.

End of Flashback

“Nick come on you can’t jus…”-He cut me off.

“No Joe, save it. Like I said, stay the fuck away”-he said going off into his room. Man did this go way worse then I thought. I turned the opposite direction of Nick and came face to face with Kevin’s teary face. In the blink of an eye he was in my arms…

“Shh Kev, I’m here for you”-I said softly kissing his hair as he cried into my chest. (in a brotherly way.)

Nick’s P.O.V.

Oh my god what the fuck is up with those two. They are so fucking nasty. For one I’m not gay, I like, no LOVE girls. Two, HE IS MY FUCKING BROTHER! Jesus, what a damn sinner, I am not talking to either of them. I can’t believe Joe is on that Fag’s side wow. ‘Knock, knock’. Damn it I wonder who that is, I swear if it’s Kevin or Joe I will flip shit…

“Nicky, it’s Frankie!”-My feelings softened as I opened the door.

“Hey Frank, what do you need little man?”-I asked smiling down at the little boy in my doorway.

“I want someone to play guitar hero against me! Joe and Kevin wouldn’t play…”-he said looking down at the ground. My eyes lit up with anger. First they’re fucking sinning up a storm, and now they won’t even play with Frankie! Wow they need some serious help…I looked back down at Frankie. Man it was hard to stay mad while being with this kid… “Please Nicky!”-I laughed at this…

“Sure man, let’s go!”-He giggled pulling my arm to the front of the bus. Man could Frankie really make you forget about what’s happening around you…I love that feeling right now.

Kevin’s P.O.V.

“Why Joe, Why me”-I asked. Why did I have to have these feelings? Because of them Nick hate’s me and Joe, he will try to turn Frankie against us, and then he will tell mom and dad and I’ll have to be put in a mental house or go to jail for incest, gay incest…”I don’t want to go to jail Joe!”-I said more tears coming. He gave me a confused look.

“Kev, you won’t have to go to jail, what gave you that idea?”-Joe asked looking at me.

“Nick’s probably going to tell mom and dad and then they will send me away…”-I said still in my loving brother’s arms. He had calmed me down by a little, the sobs had stopped but the tears were still there.

“Kevin, they can’t do that and they won’t! You’re over 18 you don’t HAVE to do things they tell you and they technically can’t tell you what to do. Plus you wouldn’t go to jail for that, trust me you will be fine. I’ll talk to Nick tomorrow; I want to give him some time to calm down.”-He said still looking in my eyes. I nodded, I’m so glad I have him as my brother. I honestly don’t know where I would be without him and I was hoping he was right…

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